I couldn't help but think about what this Christmas should have been like before going to sleep last night. After putting Lincon to bed, Keith and I should have put together the last of Lincoln's toys. (Keith was always better at putting things together.) On Christmas morning, we would have opened presents. Keith would have gotten the new Superman movie and probably a game and a few books. But there are no presents for Keith this year.

Keith's favorite things about Christmas were getting together with family and opening presents. Today as our family gathers together to celebrate this special day, someone is missing. Though I will try my best to make this a happy day for Lincoln, it is impossible for me to keep my thoughts away from that special person. I love you Keith!