I find that I accept (maybe acknowledge would be a better word) Keith's death a little more each day. The other day, Keith's boss brought over several boxes of things that Keith had up at work. Though it was nice and even a bit interesting to see what belongings were at work, it was hard to look through the boxes. It seemed so final. Keith will never go back to work again. I had another realization yesterday as mom, Lincoln, and I were driving home from running errands. As I was driving, I could almost convice myself that Keith would be sitting at the computer playing a game when we arrived home. Keith will never be sitting at the computer when I come home. It is hard to accept the fact that I don't have anyone to come home to anymore. I guess I do have Lincoln. He is usually with me, so we both get to come home to an empty house.

On another note, I got the information from cobra yesterday. It is going to be about $1000 a month for Lincoln and I to be insured through them. This is just another stress on top of many. Please pray that I will trust God to take care of this.